whereismouse

=^_^= i'm going to start getting pictures taken of some of my paintings soon. and i'm going to beg and cry to the boyfriend to buy me a tablet with his best buy discount. and maybe a new camera too. =O that shoulld start making this account as interesting as it almost-used-to-be. woooooo!!! okay thats all.

im bored. lately ive been painting a lot. im not very good at it. but its fun. and it makes me hate my life a little bit less... oh god. how crazy does that make me sound? lol. im just kidding. i dont hate my life. but. yeah. you get the point. i felt like i should update this page with something. ANYTHING. even if it is crappy. its okay. im learning to come to terms with my crappyness and even perhaps, embrace it. i learned an important lesson today from someone else who has observed me and is in a position to tell me this things. i learned that i have skillfully mastered the art of getting in my own way. and somehow. i need

i havent updated this in forever. and i havent been doing any photography in more than a year. i went through a really difficult, life changing experience recently, but i learned a lot from it. one of the things ive learned is that for way too long i've been settling for very little, and i've become accustomed to having very low expectations for myself. but. i dont know. its a long story. and shit happened. that made me realize a lot of things the hard way. so anyway. i always said i wanted to set up a darkroom in my garage. but now i think i actually have the proper ambition and motivation to do it. im not sure with what money, seeing as